(stole this format from Ross Gay thank you for your kind words moldgold!) thank you laughter in the sunrise flour and fingerprints on the plexiglass john rolling his grapefruit on the bench thank you IM TIRED OF THIS GRANDPA thank Tomanto and pillbox bones and what did you have for dinner thank you fish fry communion wafer moon fabric banners in the gymnasium and strangers mouths full of someone's mamaw's coleslaw thank you compounding scatterplot magic of growth thank you the preschool girl climbing the barrier in front of the wrestling ring screaming and shaking her fist at two wrinkling men play fighting in stage makeup and spandex thank you butterfly gimmick and drag queen and stage name bedazzled on your ass and singing in a basement full of strangers saying "i am lucky to know you" thank you a really good pen thank you guy asleep in a folding chair beside the river while his fishing rods wait thank you spider on the biggest, purplest mulberry thank you barn swallow bellies sparkling the sun through the thunderheads thank you picture of T with a dove on their head and how their jacket still smells like them how the roadcuts on I-55 sing their absence in a way that opens me thank you rabbit hole of 1900s coal miner baseball leagues thank you persimmon roots chewing the dead who planted them 200 years ago fruiting in november frosts on a cemetery hill that would've seen the mississippi thank you the wild yeast on the orange persimmon skin translucent white like dipped in moonlight thank you their little hats how when they're ripe they fall from this colossal tree and themselves so fat with sugars and seed thank you that when they finally hit the ground they are pulverized by their own gravity, by their own sweet richness, their own abundance smeared on crabgrass and gravestone and i leave only with an almost that reminds me desire can be its own reward thank you willi carlisle saying "dance like they're proud of you" thank you little girl introducing herself to the Schnucks robot stock checker in the ice cream aisle thank you for a moment knowing how good it is while it is still so good